ahh, i disappear for a few months, come back, and deviant art is still as stubborn as ever. except worse now, because there's like 3827383x more people clogging up things.
life's going alright -- i guess -- i'll be a freshman at uc berkeley next year, which is definitely somewhat exciting.
i really would like to get back into photography, but i feel a bit uninspired, which is a bummer. don't get me wrong, i still take pictures, but it's not quite the same... like, i used to just see something and think "shit, where's my camera" but now its like "that would be a good picture, but i probably would suck at taking it." either that or i'm afraid that i'm going to make something meaningless. photography is absolutely wonderful but sometimes i find it to be one of the most difficult mediums in which to express emotion. with a painting, you know exactly what you want to create, but with photography you have to just take whatever life decides to throw at you. that is, unless you go into a photo shoot with a specific idea of what you want to produce, but that's hardly the case with me. i don't know. i love art. i just desperately want some inspiration to hit me in the face right about.... now.
word.